I’m so sick of having no one I can talk to. Obviously I have Ty, and I love talking to him more than anyone else in the world, but it’s not the same. I don’t have anyone I can just call up to hang out with. One of my favorite things to do used to be to just drive around with friends, talking, maybe smoking, maybe causing mischief but mostly just enjoying each other’s company. I miss that so much.
The one person in my life I really feel like I could be friends with is Ty’s brother, Jake. He’s one of the very few people that I feel I can be myself around and we have a ridiculous amount of things in common. But I feel like that would make both Ty and Jake’s wife sort of uncomfortable if we suddenly just started hanging out without them. It’s a shame.
Other than Ty, Jake and my sister, I can’t think of a single person in this world whose company I actually enjoy, 100%. How depressing.
I’m so pathetic.
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